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So...I did yet another graveyard shift last night, and another one again tonight, and damn it....I didn't know frickin' Aussies celebrate Halloween's?? I thought it was just in the American culture to celebrate Haloween's. Anyway...It was a damn busy night and as usual, I lost my temper, swore and threw stuff around. Cutlery, plates, trays, etc...you name it!! You see...I'm a person who manages stress by throwing stuff around...and if I could, I would throw that stupid stewarding guy who splashed a bucket of water right in front of me and wet my shoes all around. Fuck that Indian-bangladeshi guy! He's a "bokka chotta", which means "sister-fucker" in the Bengal language. I don't mean to be offensive or discriminative towards them...it's just that most of the time, they don't use their frickin' brains which the Almighty God has gifted us. Or perhaps it's "Allah" to them!

And the worse thing was, there was nobody doing room service in the morning shift that day, and normally, the morning shift person stocks up everything in preparation for dinner and overnight service. So, there was NOTHIN' stocked up for the entire day. No wine glasses, no water glasses, no milk, no juices, no nuthin'!! This is all the works of my great hard-workin' piece of shit restaurant manager (who is an Indian) who couldn't find anyone to cover the morning shift when another "Indian" colleague of mine who was supposed to work that shift, but called in sick the night before. And I don't think he's sick at all! He's probably just having too much action with his gay partner and didn't wanna come in to work. Got fucked too hard up his ass, y'know wat I mean?! Anyway, I don't wanna talk about work no more. I think I'm finally getting enough of Stamford. I have decided to start looking for a new job! A chef job.

NEW TOPIC: RANDOM SHIT GOING THRU MY MIND

So, lots of stuff has been going around in my egg shaped head(that's what they say). I read this article the other day and it was about a man who got arrested for hitting and abusing his kids at home. Like corporal punishment u know...just like the good ol' days where the leather belt or the cane is the solution to all problems with kids at home. I'm sure you know what I mean. I was reading the article and there were lots of opinions on corporal punishment, and personally, I think parents whacking their kids is just the perfect way for kids to associate fear and pain with them. Oh don't get me wrong, I think it's a great idea to hit your kids to make them listen to ya...but possible side effects would be...hhmmm lemme see...they probably would hate you and will never be as close to you as you'd wish to be. And don't even expect them to tell you anything going on in their lives becoz why the fuck do they wanna talk about it with ppl who would hit them? Am I right or what??!!

Oh don't even get started with the, "Your father hit you becoz he loves you" piece of shit jargon. Or, "Your mother hit you with a cane becoz she doesn't want you to be bad" piece of irritating statement. I often find it sooooo funny when ppl say that you know....and I practically LAUGH OUT LOUD whenever the parents themselves say this to their kids! I mean...REALLY....I LAUGH SOOOOOO LOUD whenever I hear this. And after I laugh, I just go, "Fuck off!" Like "Get outta here!" kinda response u know...because I find this impossible to be true. Lemme give you a reality check...there are only a handful of reasons why parents hit their kids.

1. They're drunk and high when their kids piss em' off.

2. The kids really annoyed and pissed the hell outta them and BOOOOOMMMMMMM...there you go...Hiroshima bomb!

3. The parents are extremely short-tempered and are too fuckin' lazy to search for other methods to handle their kids. So they hit em'! You know...always the easy way out with human beings! Temporary solution. Just to shut em' up.

4. These parents have a very unhappy marriage and they take it out on their kids!

5. And finally, these parents are not fit to become parents at the first place.

AM I FUCKIN' RIGHT OR WHAT???!!! Huh?? Tell me.....AM I FUCKIN' RIGHT??!!

Soo...whenever these fuckin' clueless and mindless morons come and tell ya the "Your parents hit you becoz they love you" piece of script, I urge you to SHOW THEM THE FINGER AND TELL THEM TO FUCK OFF AND GO FUCK THEMSELVES, alright? Becoz there is no such thing as that!!! NO SUCH THING!!! NADA!!!

So after reading that article, I felt soooo relieved for the kids who were the victims. And serves him right for doing that at the first place. And may he stay in jail for as long as it takes to drive him nuts. But I don't think they're gonna put him in jail though...coz you know the Australian legal system...it's so fuckin' lenient. It's not like fuckin' Asia or America where the sentences are usually brutal. I always say this to ppl, "If you wanna commit a crime, do it in Australia!"

I realized that I used lots of "Fucks" today in my blog. Ah well...I've been watching "The Sopranos" lately and let's just say that the tv show makes you say fuck like it was the word, "I". Plus, I've been under a lot of stress lately as well. So I curse my heart out whenever I'm stressed out, but I really hope that one day I can learn to handle my stress and anger in the proper way. I just might go to yoga or tai-chi...stuff like that u know...just to calm the soul a li'l. Or maybe just play a bit more jazz music...lolz! If not, I think I might die of a heart attack by age 40...which I don't mind, as long as I've accomplished all my dreams!

By now, you might think that I'm probably an angry biatch who can't stop being mad at the world. Well, truth be told, YES I AM VERY ANGRY AT THE WORLD. Frankly, I wish that I weren't brought into this world at all...becoz if I wasn't here, I wouldn't have to witness all the terrible things that are happening...BOTH IN MY LIFE AND IN THE WORLD!!! But what the fuck can I do about it, right?? All I can do is do my li'l teeny weeny part and get on with it. Fuck me...I just realized that I've wasted one hour of my time doing something that wouldn't matter at all....which is writing this post!! AHhhh forget it....life is definitely not something worth thinkin' too hard about. I'm out...Later!